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She laughed, somewhat uneasily, and asked him what he meant.
"I hardly know how to make my question plainer, Miss Faith. I suppose I am of an impatient disposition, but the idea of waiting an indefinite time for rest is not pleasant to me."
"But can you always get it as soon as you would like to have it?"--Faith asked with a kind of timid doubt, as not knowing but his power might extend so far.
"Why not?--seeing rest is like some sweet wind, which cannot blow its soft gale till there is a clear s.p.a.ce for it, why should it linger when the s.p.a.ce is clear?--why not rest when we are weary?"
"But can you always get the clear s.p.a.ce for it?" Faith asked, looking at him wonderingly.
He smiled.
"I am talking of what may be done, Miss Faith--not of what I do. But I wish you would let me try my powers for you to-night. How comes there to be a demand?--how comes there _not_ to be a supply?"
"Of rest?" said Faith. "Oh there is! At least," she added reluctantly,--"there will be. There is now, Mr. Linden."
"Equal to the demand?"
"Why do you ask me?" she said, a little troubled.
"I believe I have a bad habit of asking questions," said Mr.
Linden--and his tone was apologetic in its very gentleness, "It is partly my fault and partly Pet's."
"Partly whose? Mr. Linden," said Faith. "_I_ don't think it's a bad habit. _Whose_ fault, did you say?"
"Pet's--my sister's--into whose company I hope to send you soon again."
"Oh--I mustn't thank you!"--Faith said, beginning and stopping herself somewhat comically.
"I don't know whether you will thank me for taking you past your own gate, which I was about to do," said Mr. Linden. "And I don't know whether the social and astronomical days ought to agree--but Hesperus set some time ago."
"I don't understand, Mr. Linden--" said Faith pausing.
"You must not expect to understand all astronomical things till you have studied astronomy," he said with a smile. "The practical application of my words is to sleep--
'That knits up the ravelled sleeve of care; Worn labour's bath; balm of hurt minds.'"--
With which soporific potion he bade her goodnight; and Faith went to her room marvelling _what_ could have put into Mr. Linden's head just those particular words; and whether he had a quality of vision that could see through flesh and blood; and a little in doubt whether or not in the circ.u.mstances to find the words or the surmise 'balmy.' But if she wanted rest that night, or seemed to have wanted it, she had found it the next day, for she was all like herself. To speak with her own scrupulosity, there was perhaps just a shade of quieter gravity on her face and touching her smile, than there had been the day before. And that shade she kept.
It is a notable fact, that when Pleasure with her wand has roused into lively motion the waters of some mortal lake, she straightway departs; taking with her the sparkles, the dancing foam, and leaving the disturbed waves to deposit at their leisure the sediment which she has stirred up. Withered leaves flung upon the bank, a spot here and there of discoloured froth,--these are what remain. Thus in the quiet nooks and corners of Pattaqua.s.set were trophies not too bright of the celebration. Thus did Pattaqua.s.set people behold some of the hidden evil in their neighbours, and likewise in themselves. The boys indeed maintained their serenity and kept Pleasure with them but in other quarters there were some heartburnings--most of all at Squire Deacon's.
Relieved at first by the idea of a new rival--then by some intuitive belief thrown off that ground of comfort; the Squire was much in the condition of the man who wanted to commit an a.s.sault upon every small boy he met--for boys were to him representatives. But deprived by law of this manly way of expressing his feelings, the Squire sought some other. For the boys, they laughed at him--and at pretty much everything else; and having as I said managed to keep Pleasure with them, the faces that greeted Mr. Linden on Friday morning were unusually bright.
Yet there were one or two exceptions. Sam Stoutenburgh was a little shamefaced in broad daylight--a little afraid of being laughed at; and Reuben Taylor, the head of the blue ribbands, was under a very unwonted cloud. It even seemed as if the day (no thanks to Pleasure) had done some work for Mr. Linden: perhaps he was considering how long he should be within reach of such ceremonies; or (perhaps) how soon he could be willing to put himself out of reach. And when he came home in the afternoon, it was with the slow, meditative step which reminded Faith of his first week in Pattaqua.s.set.
"_You_ are tired now, Mr. Linden," she said with a smile, but the burden of her remark in her eyes, as she met him in the porch.
"Boys are an extraordinary commodity to deal with!" he said looking at her, but answering the smile too. "I think you are bewitching all mine by degrees. Why cannot you confine your conjurations to the black cats of the neighbourhood?--like some of the real, respectable Puritan witches?"
Faith blushed very much at the beginning of this speech, and laughed at the last.
"What have I done, Mr. Linden? there are no black cats in the neighbourhood."
"Is that it?" said Mr. Linden--"I shall have to import a few. You give me a great deal of trouble, Miss Faith."
"I, Mr. Linden? I am very sorry! What have I done?"
"I don't know!--or at least but partially. There is Sam Stoutenburgh, making as much ado over his lessons as if his wits had forsaken him--which perhaps they have. There is Reuben Taylor--I don't know what is the matter with Reuben," he said, his tone changing, "but his last words to me were a very earnest entreaty that I would persuade you to see him for five minutes; and when I wanted to know why he did not prefer his own request, all I could get was that he was not sure you would let him. Which gave me very little clue to the sorrowful face he has worn all day."
Once more, and this time with the keen tinge of pain, the blood rushed in a flood to Faith's cheek and brow; and for a second she put her hands to her face as if she would hide it. But she put them down and looked up frankly to Mr. Linden.
"I am sure Reuben Taylor has done no wrong!" she said. "You may tell him so, Mr. Linden."
"Wrong!" he said--"to you?"--and the tone was one Faith did not know.
Then with a manner that was like enough to the flinging of the little stone into Kildeer river, he added, "Yes, I will tell him. Miss Faith, I shall be down again directly, and then will you let me see that book?" And he pa.s.sed on upstairs.
The book was on the table in the parlour when he came down, but Faith met him standing. With a little timid anxiousness, she said,
"I have done wrong now. Mr. Linden, I said I was sure Reuben had _not_ done any, and you will not speak to him as if he had? Please don't speak to him at all--I will see him myself."
The answering smile broke through some little cloud of feeling, in spite of him.
"You need not fear," he said,--"I know Reuben Taylor. But you have got something else to think of just now." Then placing a chair for her at the table, Mr. Linden took up the little book and began his work of examination. And perhaps it is not too much to say that even Dr.
Harrison might have learned somewhat from the way it was carried on. A skilful and kind way of finding out what she did not know, from what she did; initiation and examining so carried on together that Faith found herself knowing where she thought she was ignorant,--more still, perhaps, a kind of separate decision what she _ought_ to learn, and how; which saved her the trouble of acknowledging and confessing; and all as gently done as if he had been dealing with some delicate winged creature, whose downy plumage would come off with a touch,--such was the threatened examination. She might flutter a little under his hand, but the soft wings were unhurt.
"Tell me first, Miss Faith," he said turning over the leaves, "what you have been doing here by yourself."
"I have been all through it," she said; 'fluttering' sure enough, yet as much with pleasure as with timidity; not at all with fear.
"Will you work these out for me--" and he gave her half a dozen different tests on a bit of paper.
She coloured, and he could see her hand tremble; but she was not long doing them, and she did them well, and gave them back without a word and without raising her eyes.
"Well," said Mr. Linden, smiling a little as he looked at the paper, "if it takes half an hour to hear Charles twelfth his lesson, and Johnny gives you but one quarter the trouble, and Rob Waters about twice as much as Johnny, how much time will you spend upon them all?"
"It will be about an hour--wanting an eighth," she said without raising her eyes, but with a bit of a smile too.
"I hear you and Johnny have arranged preliminaries, Miss Faith."
"Yes," said Faith looking up brightly, "he came to shew me his ribband and to tell me last night. But I was almost sorry, Mr. Linden,--that you should send _him_ away from you."
"For Johnny's sake, or my own?"
"For his sake--certainly."
"You need not speak so a.s.suredly--there were two parties to the question--besides you. But I have him still, you know, in a way. What has been in hand since this little book was finished?"
"Nothing--except the Philosophe,--and--"