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"Father," said John, "one of our lay brothers has a little sister in the world and she has fallen into trouble. She has gone from the place where he left her, and G.o.d only knows where she is now! Let him go out and find her."
"Who is it, my son?"
"Brother Paul--and she is all he has, and he can not help but think of her."
"This is a temptation of the evil one, my son. Brother Paul has newly taken the vows and so have you. The vows are a challenge to the powers of evil, and it is only to be expected that he who takes them will be tested to the uttermost."
"But, Father, she is young and thoughtless. Let him go out and find her and save her, and he will come back and praise G.o.d a thousand times the more."
"The temptations of Satan are very subtle; they come in the guise of duty. Satan is tempting our brother through love, and you, also, through pity. Let us turn our backs on him."
"Then it is impossible?"
"Quite impossible."
When John returned to the door Brother Paul was standing by the alcove gazing with wet eyes on the text hanging above the bed. He saw his answer in John's face, and they sat down on the form without speaking.
The bell rang for service and the religious began to pa.s.s through the hall. As the Father was crossing the threshold Brother Paul flung himself down at his feet and clutched his ca.s.sock and made a frantic appeal for pity.
"Father, have pity upon me and let me go!"
The Father's eyes became moist but his will remained unshaken. "As a man I ought to have pity," he said, "and as the Father of all of you I should be kind to my children; but it is not I who refuse you, it is G.o.d, and I should be guilty of a sin if I let you go."
Then Paul burst into mad laughter and the religious gathered round and looked at him in astonishment. There was foam on his lips and fire in his eyes, and he threw up his hands and fell back fainting.
The Father made the sign of the cross on his breast and his lips moved in silence for a moment. Then he said to John, who had raised the lay brother in his arms:
"Leave him there. Damp his forehead and hold his hands."
And turning to the religious he added: "I ask the prayers of the community for our poor brother. Satan is fighting for his soul. Let us wrestle in prayer that we may expel the spirit that possesses him."
At the next moment John was alone with the unconscious man, except for the dog which was licking his forehead. And looking after the Superior, he told himself that such unlimited power over the body and soul of another the Almighty could have meant for no man. The love of G.o.d and the fear of the devil had swallowed up the love of man and stifled all human affections. Such religion must have hardened the best man ever born. As for the poor broken creature lying there so still, his vows had been made to heaven, and to heaven alone his obedience was due. The nature within him had spoken too loudly, but there were laws of Nature which it was a sin to resist. Then why should he resist them? The cry of blood was the voice of G.o.d, or G.o.d had no voice and He could speak to no man. Then, why should he not listen?
Brother Paul recovered consciousness and raised his head. The waves of memory flowed back upon him and his eyes flamed and his lips trembled.
"I will go if I have to break my vows!" he said.
"No need for that," said John.
"Why so?"
"Because I will let you out at night and let you in again in the morning."
"You?"
"Yes, I. Listen!"
And then these two crushed and fettered souls, bound by no iron bonds, confined by no bolts and bars, but only under the shadow of the supernatural, sat together like prisoners in a dungeon concocting schemes for their escape.
"The Father locks the outer gate himself," said John. "Where does he keep the key?"
"In his own room on a nail above his bed," said Paul.
"Who is the lay brother attending to him now?"
"Brother Andrew."
"Brother Andrew will do anything for me," said John.
"But the dog?" said Paul. "He is always in the court at night, and he barks at the sound of a step."
"Not my step," said John.
"I'll do it," said Paul.
"I will send you to some one who can find your sister. You'll tell her you come from me and she'll take you with her."
They could hear the singing in the church, and they paused to listen.
"When I come back in the morning I'll confess everything and do my penance," said Paul.
"And I too," said John.
The sun had come out with a sudden gleam and the thawing snow was dripping from the trees in drops like diamonds. The singing ceased, the service ended, and the brothers came back to the house. When the Father entered, Paul was clothed and in his right mind and sitting quietly on the form.
"Thank G.o.d for this answer to our prayers!" said the Father. "But you must pray without ceasing lest Satan should conquer you again. Until the end of the year say your Rosary in the church every night alone from Compline to midnight."
Then turning to John he said with a smile: "And you shall be like the anch.o.r.et of old to this household, my son. We monks pray by day, but the anch.o.r.et prays by night. Unless we know that in the dark hours the anch.o.r.et guards the house, who shall rest on his bed in peace?"
VII.
At the end of the fourth week, after Glory had paid her fee to the agent, she called on him again. It was Sat.u.r.day morning, and the vicinity of his office was a strange and surprising scene. The staircase and pa.s.sages to the house, as well as the pavement of the streets far as to the public-house at the corner, were thronged with a gaudy but shabby army of music-hall artistes of both s.e.xes. When Glory attempted to pa.s.s through them she was stopped by a cry of, "Tyke yer turn on Treasury day, my dear," and she fell back and waited.
One by one they pa.s.sed upstairs, came down again with cheerful faces, shouted their adieus and disappeared. Meanwhile they amused themselves with salutations, all more or less lively and familiar, told stories and exchanged confidences, while they danced a step or stamped about to keep away the cold. "You've chucked the slap [* Rouge.] on with a mop this morning, my dear," said one of the girls. "Have I, my love? Well, I was a bit thick about the clear, so I thought it would keep me warm." "It ain't no use facing the doner of the casa with that," said a man who jingled a few coins as he came downstairs, and away went two to the public-house. Sometimes a showy brougham would drive up to the door and a magnificent person in a fur-lined coat, with diamond rings on both hands, would sweep through the lines and go upstairs. When he came down again his carriage door would be opened by half a dozen "pros" who would call him "dear old cully" and tell him they were "down on their luck"
and "hadn't done a turn for a fortnight." He would distribute s.h.i.+llings and half-crowns among them, cry "Ta-ta, boys," and drive away, whereupon his pensioners would stroke their cuffs and collars of threadbare astrakhan, tip winks after the carriage, and say, "That's better than crying cabbages in Covent Garden, ain't it?" Then they would all laugh knowingly, and one would say, "What's it to be, cully?" and somebody would answer, "Come along to Poverty Point then," and a batch of the waiting troop would trip off to the corner.
One of the gorgeous kind was coming down the stairs when his eye fell on Glory as she stood in a group of girls who were decked out in rose pink and corresponding finery. He paused, turned back, reopened the office door, and said in an audible whisper, "Who's the pretty young ginger you've got here, Josephs?" A moment afterward the agent had come out and called her upstairs.
"It's salary day, my dear--vait there," he said, and he put her into an inner room, which was tawdrily furnished in faded red plush, with piano and coloured prints of ballet girls and boxing men, and was full of the odour of stale tobacco and bad whisky.
She waited half an hour, feeling hot and ashamed and troubled with perplexing thoughts, and listening to the jingle of money in the adjoining room, mingled with the ripple of laughter and sometimes the exchange of angry words. At length the agent came back, saying, "Vell, vat can I do for you to-day, my dear?"
He had been drinking, his tone was familiar, and he placed himself on the end of the sofa upon which Glory was seated.
Glory rose immediately. "I came to ask if you have heard of anything for me," she said.