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"Accept this favor, Sir Knight, as a token of the sincerity of your lady," said Lady Rosamond, stepping forward with a knot of pale blue silk in her hand.
With the brave gallantry of a Douglas, our hero knelt at the feet of her ladys.h.i.+p, and, receiving the favor, in graceful recognition kissed the fair hand that placed it there.
"Well done, my boy!" cried Sir Howard, who had been watching the ceremony from an open window, whence he had heard all that pa.s.sed, and the circ.u.mstances which led to it; "you have already shown that spirit which I hope will always characterize my children."
After the picnickers had departed Lady Rosamond and Mary Douglas returned to the house, where they were met by Lady Douglas.
"My child, are you ill to-day?" said her ladys.h.i.+p; "you are unusually pale, while your eyes have a wearied look."
"I do not feel quite well this morning," returned Lady Rosamond, languidly.
"You need rest, my dear, after the fatigue of last evening; too much gaiety does not bring a bloom to my Rosamond," said her ladys.h.i.+p, kissing the pale cheek of the lovely girl, adding: "My dear, you must retire to your room, while I prepare a gentle sedative."
Lady Rosamond did retire. She also received the cooling draught from the fair hand of Lady Douglas, whose kindness shone in administering to the wants of others.
Poor Lady Rosamond's rest could not be gained by the simple sedative.
Physical ailments are not the worst form of suffering that afflict humanity. Lady Rosamond was enduring a mental conflict that was crus.h.i.+ng in its intensity. The more she tried to baffle its power the more forcibly did it affect her. Vainly had she struggled within herself for aid, but no response. Faint hope dawned in the form of appeal. She now resolved to go to her dear companion with all her trials and tale of suffering. At intervals this hope died away, but in the end gained the mastery. It was this resolve that kept Lady Rosamond from joining in the festive train that set off that morning. It was this resolve that detained Mary Douglas as well. It was this resolve that bade Lady Rosamond to seek the quiet of her chamber preparatory to the trying disclosure.
Lady Douglas little divined the cause of those pale cheeks, as she ascribed them to the recent fatigue of an evening.
With heavy heart Lady Rosamond prepared for the reception of her confidante. A most beautiful picture is presented to the imagination in those lovely girls sitting side by side the arm of Mary Douglas around her companion.
"Mary, my love," began Lady Rosamond, "I have often longed for this moment, but could not summon the courage which the occasion demands."
"Rosamond, you startle me by your earnestness," said the former with deep surprise, dropping the t.i.tle, as familiar companions, at the suggestion of her ladys.h.i.+p.
"Have patience, my darling; you shall hear it only too soon."
Between sighs and sobs Lady Rosamond told the whole history of her troubles--the letter and its stern proposal--not forgetting her father's kindness and his great love for her; "but oh!" she continued, "he cannot realize the depths of my misery."
"My poor darling," said Mary Douglas, with great tears dimming her beautiful eyes, "why did you thus suffer in silence? Can it be possible that you can have pa.s.sed the long winter with such a weight upon your heart, my darling Rosamond?"
"Ah, my Mary," replied her ladys.h.i.+p, "I hope that you may never know how much the heart can bear, or how much woman, in her uncomplaining nature, may suffer. If I could only learn 'to suffer and be strong'--in that source lies my weakness. I am only one of the many thousands of my s.e.x who have had such struggles. I do not wish to s.h.i.+rk the duty imposed on me, but if more strength were given me to bear it."
Mary Douglas sat in silence for some moments, as if waiting a sufficient reply. She knew her friend's disposition too well to venture any advice that would require a third person's knowledge of the matter. Gladly would she have referred it to her father or mother, but the idea gave no relief.
"Rosamond, my darling, if I could afford your mind instantaneous relief I would gladly do so, if even at a very great sacrifice. Of one thing rest a.s.sured--you have my service in any way that you wish to command me; besides, you have my sympathy and interest for life. It may be that I can slightly alleviate your sorrow. Can I not propose some plan in the future to re-arrange those affairs which at present seemed so irrevocably fixed? Kings have made laws to be broken when the cause demanded retribution. Darling, be more hopeful--trust in Providence and do the right--in the end you will be happy. Let me read your horoscope:--dark clouds within the visible horizon, succeeded by bright stars in ascension--hope and joy without fail."
A spirit of inspiration seemed to s.h.i.+ne upon the face of Mary Douglas as she read her companion's future.
A smile lit up the features of Lady Rosamond.
"Thank heaven, darling, for that smile," said the gifted daughter of Sir Howard, throwing her arms around the sorrowing girl and kissing her affectionately.
Lady Rosamond felt happier and more encouraged from the fact of having such consolation and hope.
Mary Douglas had shed a ray of comfort in one unhappy heart. She knew not the load which was thus removed.
Lady Rosamond clung to those kind words with a fond pertinacity: not only the _words_, but the manner in which they were uttered.
Some evenings after the preceding interview had taken place, Sir Howard, Lady Douglas and family were a.s.sembled in the drawing room. Miss Douglas was seated at the piano, while Miss Mary Douglas sang the song so dear to every Scottish heart--Highland Mary. Lady Douglas listened to the melodies of her native land with heartfelt admiration. She loved to cultivate such taste on the part of her daughters. None could give a more perfect rendition of Scotch music and poetry than they.
When Miss Douglas sang "The Winter is Past," another of Burn's melodies, Mary Douglas fancied she saw the beautifully chiselled lips of Lady Rosamond tremulous with emotion. The first verse ran thus:
"The Winter is past, and the Summer's come at last, And the little birds sing on every tree; Now everything is glad, while I am very sad, Since my true love is parted from me."
The finely cultivated voice of the singer entered fully into the spirit of the song, giving both expression and effect as she sang the last verse:
"All you that are in love and cannot it remove, I pity the pains you endure: For experience makes me know that your hearts are full of woe, A woe that no mortal can cure."
"One would judge that my sister had some experience, if we take the face as an index of the mind," said Captain Douglas, in playful badinage directed towards his favorite sister, who in reality did have an experience, but not of her own.
She felt the blow thus unconsciously dealt at Lady Rosamond. Luckily for the latter, the coincidence thus pa.s.sed over without any betrayal of feelings. In Mary Douglas was a firm and watchful ally. In her were reflected the feelings which pa.s.sed un.o.bserved in Lady Rosamond, or attributed to absence from home, separation from familiar faces, or clinging memories of the past. Another great source of protection lay in the composition of the character of the gifted ally.
Mary Douglas was possessed of a temperament most keenly sensitive to the finest perception of poetic feeling. Life to her was music and poetry. A beautiful picture either called forth joy or sorrow; a pathetic song thrilled her soul with well timed vibrations of feeling; a touching story brought tears to those lovely eyes, that would move one with pity.
Thus was concealed the sympathy for Lady Rosamond, as none would sacrilegiously question those motives save in playful reminder from Captain Douglas, who bowed in fond adoration to the shrine of his sister's loveliness and goodness.
The entrance of Mr. Howe changed the current of conversation. Politics naturally took the lead. The House of a.s.sembly being now three weeks in session, having opened April 15th, many important discussions took place. Much turmoil had to be suppressed by the sagacious judgment of Sir Howard. His predecessors had loudly contended against the troubles arising from the sources and expenditure of revenues. Happily, in the present administration, this matter had in a great measure subsided. For the general advancement of the Province, His Excellency left no means untried. His waking moments were almost entirely devoted to the interests of political welfare. His conversation within the family circle very often showed his zeal and the subject which lay near his heart. It was at this very time that he a.s.sembled all the legislators and influential citizens of Fredericton, addressing them in terms of burning eloquence, impressing on them the value of extending the progress of agriculture, showing the nature of the soil of New Brunswick; its perfect adaptation to the different kinds of products, and the independence of a country that can largely subsist upon its own resources. "The day will come, I hope," said Sir Howard, "when our farmers will be n.o.bles of our land, and their sons and daughters ornaments to society, proud of the soil which raised them above the level of their less active fellow creatures."
As the speech had given rise to much comment throughout the different cla.s.ses, it was freely discussed at Government House. This intelligent family often formed into a party of politicians and a.s.sumed the measured terms and knotty difficulties of political lore with an ease that was both instructive and amusing.
"If papa would favor this august a.s.sembly by taking the floor of the house, we might be more free to avow our feelings."
"I beg you will allow me to correct you, Miss Mary, as being rather sentimental in the choice of your last word," said Mr. Howe, appealing to Sir Howard with the question, "Your Excellency, have I not a right to make the correction?"
"I acknowledge your suggestion, Mr. Speaker," said Mary Douglas in her own defence, "and hope, before the session is over, to make a decided improvement both in views and technicalities."
"What!" exclaimed Captain Douglas, coming towards Mr. Howe. "Are you and Mary to take opposite measures already?"
"Not at all, sir," returned Mr. Howe, "I was merely setting her right on--" "technicalities," said the young girl, with a merry ringing laugh.
"Ah, Mary!" cried Charles Douglas, playfully pulling back the cl.u.s.tering ringlets from his sister's white forehead, "poetry and politics cannot exist on very intimate terms of friends.h.i.+p, at least too much poetry."
"Have a care, young man," said Sir Howard, laughing at the last remark.
"Ah! there are exceptions to every rule, sir, which you did not give me an opportunity to add, and I still make the former a.s.sertion to be, to a certain extent, counterbalanced by the latter."
From the appearance of different speakers the house seems to be out of order.
From playful remarks followed an interesting and varied stock of earnest political conversation, in which Lady Douglas joined with apparent ease.
From agriculture the question led to education, one in which His Excellency had spent much time and labor.
It is to Sir Howard that the present university owes its first existence, its various stages of progress and final success. It was he who procured the first charter granting the privileges of a university.
Few can realize the difficulties that Sir Howard met before accomplis.h.i.+ng this great boon, and fewer still could see the way for raising the means necessary for the support of this inst.i.tution. But an endowment was raised by grants from the revenue arising from the sale of unoccupied lands, and equal grants from the House of a.s.sembly.
The next barrier presented by the colonists, for the suppression of the Thirty-nine Articles and the admission of Dissenters, was in itself a formidable array of difficulty, notwithstanding the next uprising of Episcopalian remonstrance. A sea of troubles! But reason, the true pilot, never deserted Sir Howard. The greatness of the cause was sufficient motive.
As the story progresses we hope to give a few facts which will prove what success awaited him. In the administration of this distinguished military ruler, New Brunswick found a warm and true-hearted friend and adviser--one whose memory is yet cherished within the hearts of those who had once seen his benignant and happy smile. Such is a faint picture of the domestic and political bearing of the gifted and distinguished Sir Howard.