Yandere Megami No Hakoniwa Volume 1 Chapter 1 Part5

"…..Where?"

As I opened my eyes I looked at my surroundings through my blurry vision. I recognized the ceiling. It seems I have been brought back to the room I was being held in before.

Where is Rose — I tried to use my hand to push myself up from the bed, but — I couldn't feel the bed.

"Why can't I touch the bed…."

I couldn't finish my sentence.

I realized there could only be two reasons for this.

Either the bed is not actually there.

Or….the hand that I'm trying to use isn't there — I forced myself to turn my head, afraid of what I would see. The only thing there was…….the top of the bed illuminated by the light in the room.

The right arm I was trying to move was no longer there.

I moved my head around to look at the rest of my body. I came to the horrifying realization that I no longer had my right hand, left hand, or even my legs.

"….Eh? How…….Seriously?"

I panicked and started flailing my limbs around. I felt as if my hands and legs were moving but there was nothing there. I just looked like a caterpillar squirming around on the bed.

Aaaaahhhhhh!? I've become a Daruma! I can't get up! I've lost my hands and legs and can't get up!

I need to calm down! I know I'll just write '人' on the palm of my hand three times and swallow it — I have no hands! Aaaahhhhh! (TN: This is a j.a.panese idiom. It’s supposed to calm you down when you do it)

As I continued thras.h.i.+ng around on the bed, I could hear the door open.

And —

"Yuzuki onii-san, you're already awake –"

"–R-Ro-Rose!"

"Uwa, that scared me. What's with that angry voice?"

I could hear her voice from the direction of the door before she came into my view. I glared at her as she stood there.

"What the h.e.l.l is wrong with you!? What did you do to me!?"

"Oh, you're talking about your limbs? I cut them off while Yuzuki onii-san was asleep. Now you can never run away again."

"You really cut them off? This isn't an illusion?"

Is this because of my fear resistance? Although I was panicking at first, I was able to calmly respond to her. The only thing I really feel is anger.

However —

"I really cut them off. If Yuzuki onii-san behaves, I'll regrow them properly. You don't need to be worried."

"………….You'll regrow them?"

What does that mean? Is there some type of magic that can do that in this world?

"……And you can use that type of magic, Rose?"

"Of course I can. No matter how angry I am at you, I wouldn't cut off your hands and legs if I couldn't heal you later."

"……..I don't think a normal person would cut someone's limbs off even if they could heal them."

Just because there's recovery magic and you can even resurrect in this world I doubt the average person would say, "Oh no, I lost my limbs tehe~" There's no way that's the case…….right?

…….I hope not.

"By the way, Yuzuki onii-san………"

"…….Umm, why are you coming closer to me?"

I had a bad feeling and wanted to push her away, but I have no hands to push her away with and she was now leaning over me.

"I….like Yuzuki onii-san. Yuzuki onii-san may not feel the same, but…..my feelings won't change."

"Umm…..that's, well……I'm sorry about that, but…."

Wait, why should I feel bad!? Rose is staring at me like I'm her next meal.

"Well…..It may be shameless of me to say, but ever since Yuzuki onii-san touched my chest earlier……umm….do I need to say it? I want you…..to take my first time."

"Huh, wait! Should the daughter of a n.o.ble be saying something like that so easily!?"

"It's fine. I'll take responsibility properly!"

"Shouldn't that be my line!?"

"You will? Oh, I'm so happy!"

"No, that was just a figure of speech — Hey, wait a minute, stop pulling my pants down! Do you hear me!? Are you listening!? Nyyyaaaaaa!"

It's impossible for me to resist considering I have no hands or legs. My pants had turned into shorts and she managed to take them off in an instant.

"Ehehe~ Next is your underwear. There we go…..huh? I'll have to help you get rid of this."

"Uku"

My son, why are you standing in this situation!?

For me to be like this even though I'm in such a strange situation……What's wrong with me?

Every time Rose would stimulate it while trying to remove my underwear she would say,"Huh, that's cute~" What are you calling cute!?

"Ah, it's just about out…….fwaa~?"

My pants and underwear had now been completely removed — I looked down to see my son standing at attention.

"…..Eh, eh? This is Yuzuki onii-san's…….m?"

"Oi, oi, oi girls shouldn't say that!"

Rose is still a young girl and, on top of that, she's a n.o.bleman's daughter. She shouldn't be talking about such obscene things.

"Ah, well….I'm sorry."

Rose was actually embarra.s.sed. Rose was illuminated by the light in the room and I could see her face become red in an instant.

But…….her gaze never left my son.

"Hey…….Yuzuki onii-san"

"……..What is it?"

"I feel like it got bigger somehow….Ah, it moved again and got even bigger. Does this mean it's happy, Yuzuki onii-san?"

"No, that's……umm…."

……I-I can't help it!

There's a blond, beautiful girl dressed in a gothic style dress next to me. She doesn't have much s.e.xual experience and she's staring at my son saying obscene things while blus.h.i.+ng.

It would be impossible for me to remain calm in this situation!

"Hey, Yuzuki onii-san, it's gotten so big. Doesn't it hurt?"

"No, it doesn't hurt."

Really, it's frustrating — I had to force myself not to say those words.

I need to bear with it! If I go along with Rose here I'll definitely trigger the lifelong confinement flag!

"—Uku~!"

I unexpectedly let out a moan. Rose had used her delicate and smooth finger to stroke my member.

"Fwaa~……amazing. Yuzuki onii-san's member is so hard and hot…..It started twitching when I touched it. Do you want me to touch it more?"

"I already told you! Girls shouldn't say such things!"

"I understand. It's ecchi, right? Such a shameless thing."

"Yes, that's why –"

"So, when I touch you there, you get excited, right?"

"What….."

I can't deny that.

Rose started slowly stroking my member before I could deny it.

"Wa-wait, you shouldn't do that."

"Fufu~, Yuzuki onii-san, do my fingers feel good?"

"T-That's not it!"

"You don't need to hide it. I felt the same way when Yuzuki onii-san was touching me. Besides, I can tell by the look on your face."

"That…..Rose, you shouldn't know about stuff like that!"

"I didn't know about it, but…..A little while ago, the maid taught me about this stuff. And~ that's~ why~….."

Rose slowly put her hand around my son and looked into my eyes.

“Ehehe~ We'll be doing many things from now on. This is just a special service for Yuzuki onii-san."

"What is a special service supposed to — ~~~~~~~"

Suddenly, my member was wrapped in a wet, warm feeling. As I looked down, Rose had put my member into her pretty mouth.

"Nn~…..amazing! Your thing….Yuzuki onii-san's member. ..it's amazing."

"…..Ku….Don't talk with it in your mouth."

She was rubbing my member against the inside of her mouth and when she talked I could feel the vibrations in her mouth.

Besides, the sight of the young Rose with my member in her mouth is too much. I'm getting even more excited at seeing such a lewd thing.

"Nchu~……chu, chu~……..ahn~….I'm going to try to fit the whole thing in. Will that feel even better?"

"Rose, don't do that!"

"…..Jyupu~…..kuchu~……N~……hafu~. I won't stop until Yuzuki onii-san feels even better."

She licked the head of my member before taking the entire thing into her mouth while wrapping her tongue around it. She moves her mouth all the way to the base and starts gently sucking.

The sight of such a pure girl sucking on my member is overwhelming.

This is unbearable.

I want her to suck even harder! Please, do it as hard as possible! I want to finish in your pure mouth!

Still, Rose kept gently sucking.

……No way. Is she trying to frustrate me just like Medea-nee?

I can't stand this!

But I can't say that to her. If I fall for Rose here, I'll definitely be kept here for the rest of my life.

My dream is to live an ordinary life with normal girls.

So, be patient….be patient!

"Chupu~……kuchi~……Nn~………There's something coming out. Is this maybe……s.e.m.e.n?"

"No, that's not it!"

I'm not lying.

What came out was actually cowper’s fluid. I'm doing my best to endure it, but I'm not sure how long I can last. If I had any legs, my hips would be shaking violently.

If I had any hands, I would have grabbed her head and forced it down.

But I have no hands or legs. I can't finish unless Rose starts sucking harder!

But I already know I can't ask her to do that. I bit my lip to force back my feelings. I was nearly at my limit when Rose started sucking again.

"Chu~…….chu, chu~……..Nchu~…..You've been enduring it for a long time now. Don't you want to finish in my mouth~?"

I almost lost myself after hearing these words.

Rose would lick and suck, even more, doing her best to get me to finish.

However, Rose doesn't know much about s.e.x. She doesn't know what to do to make a guy finish.

In other words, unless I tell her, this will keep going.

d.a.m.n it! I won't lose! I absolutely won't let her do whatever she wants to me!

— And I desperately endured for the next 30 minutes. She was still going, but I was still able to endure.

And —

"….Puha~ my jaw is getting tired."

Rose had begun to slow down.

Haa…..haaa…..It's so frustrating! But I need to be patient! If I give in to Rose's temptation I'll be confined here for the rest of my life!

"Okay. I wanted to do it with my mouth first, but….I guess it can't be helped."

Rose stops her b.l.o.w.j.o.b and gets onto her knees. She rolled up her skirt and used both of her hands to move over my stiff member.

"……What are you going to do?"

"Isn't it obvious? You’re going to be my first, Yuzuki onii-san."

"Are you being serious?"

"Yeah. I like you Yuzuki onii-san……So, you will be my first."

There was no time to stop her — Rather, I couldn't stop her without any limbs. Rose grabbed my member with one hand and slowly lowered herself.

The next moment, I could feel the head of my member rub against Rose. A sticky, wet sound could be heard.

And then, my member entered her and I could feel her love juices flowing down onto me.

I have to stop this. I won't be able to resist the pleasures ahead!

And — Rose began to slowly go down even more.

The tip of my member went even further into her. But that only lasted for a little while.

She soon got even tighter and it wouldn't go any further.

I must have hit Rose's hymen. Rose looked up into my eyes; her face looked like she was in a little pain, but more than anything, she was happy.

"Fuufuu~…..Yuzuki onii-san, please…be my first—hnnn~"

She went down all the way, I could hear the sound of something breaking, and my member was completely swallowed up by her.

Not just my member, I feel like my entire body is being swallowed up. I don't think I can hold back — But, for the moment, I can endure.

I can't. I want to finish right now!

I can't endure any longer and I finish inside of her. I did my best but I can't be patient anymore!

Rose then collapsed forward onto me.

"Ehe~, I'm a little sore and still numb, but…..with this…..Yuzuki onii-san is mine. I'm so happy…."

Rose thinks that s.e.x ends once the member is all the way in! How could someone actually think like that!

I have endured for so long. This can't end just like that!

I'll do whatever I want now. I can think of how to escape later!

"Rose, it's not over yet!"

"Fueh? What do you mean?"

"We haven't finished having s.e.x. The s.e.x has only just begun!"

"Umm…..is that so?"

"That's right! So don't stop, keep riding on me!"

"Eh? Well……like this?"

Rose leaned back and slowly raised her body.

"Alright, from there, raise your body until my member is just about to come out."

"Eh……like thi– fuaa~….This is amazing. I can feel it throbbing inside me."

"Good. Now, next time, go a little slower."

"A-Alright. I'll go then….Ahn~…Hya~……It's a little painful."

"That's because your hymen is broken. You can probably heal it with magic."

"No, I'll leave it like this. It's proof that Yuzuki onii-san — fuaaa~!"

The moment Rose went all the way down, I could feel my member reaching deep inside her. Rose let out a high pitched scream and her entire body trembled.

"…..Hya~….haa~…..Nn~….I….I came. Yuzuki onii-san's thing was too much."

"Rose, I can't hold back anymore. I'm going to start moving."

"Fueh~? Wa-Wait a minute. I just came, I need a minute!"

"—I can't do that. I'm already really frustrated and I'm not going to let you be the only one enjoying yourself. Besides, didn't you tell me this was a special service for me?"

"That's…..I understand — Ah..ahn~…This is even better than before….I'm even more sensitive. Ah, it's amazing!"

"Okay, I'm going to move even faster."

"O-Okay. Ahn`, ah, ah, aaahh….nn~"

Rose frantically moved her hips up and down.

This feeling ~! — It's a thousand times better than before! I can feel my entire body trembling from the pleasure. An incredibly lewd sound filled the room.

"Next, I want you to grind back and forth on me."

"Fueh!? Eh, like….this?"

Yeah. Now, move your hips around in a circle."

"Ha~….ha…..ahn~…..This is amazing. It feels so good!"

"That's good! Now combine everything!"

Rose moves her hips following my instructions.

She was a little awkward at first, but after a few moments, she was able to move around smoothly.

The pleasure grew as she got better with it. I was already at my limit.

"Alright, I'm going to finish. Let's finish together, Rose! Just hold on a little longer and we'll finish together!"

"I…..I……I don't think I can hold on any longer.Ahn~, ah, aah, ahn~…..Aaahhhhh~!"

Rose goes all the way down and I can feel the head of my member go all the way inside her. The overwhelming pleasure caused me to lose control and I came deep inside her.

"Hyaaaaaa~! There's something hot……it's pouring out inside of me. It's burning~! Aaahhh, aaahhnn~!"

Rose falls forward on my chest as I finished inside of her. I couldn't hold anything back. I kept finis.h.i.+ng inside of her as she lay there.

And finally, my son finished twitching inside of her. Rose then let out a sweet moan and I could feel her body trembling on top of me.

After seeing such a cute and erotic scene, rather than getting smaller, my son increased in size.

"Haa……haa…..Rose, once more!"

"……Fueh!?"

"I can't move, so please do your best."

"O-Okay. If that's what Yuzuki onii-san wants…..I'll do my best."

She should already be at her limits, but Rose lifted her trembling body and started moving again.

"Hi~! Hyaa~!…..This is too much!"

Rose unsteadily rose up and down on my body. Seeing her like this, she really looks cute. I want to make her feel even better. I want to make this pure girl dirty…….

No, that isn't right.

What am I thinking about?

I lost my limbs after trying to escape from this mansion. I need to be thinking of a way to get out of here.

……N-No, this was necessary. I just needed to finish inside of her so that I can think about things calmly…..

*Cough*

Rose is still moving on top of me, but it's not as intense as it was earlier. On top of that, I just came so I can hold out a little longer.

I have to think of a way out of here.

— Rose said there was a magic that can repair my limbs.

When I told her she could heal her hymen with magic, she refused. She said this was because she wanted to remember her first time.

So that means she could really repair a part of her body — or any missing limbs.

If so, I have two choices.

Somehow convince her to heal me…….Or I can die again and revive.

The only problem being…..I checked the time displayed in the log window. There was still over five hours left until the cooldown time for 'Immortality' would end.

……That's right. I can tire Rose out to the point where she can no longer move. After the cooldown period ends, I can die, recover my limbs, and escape from here —

And if that's the case —

"Rose, does it feel good?'

"Ahn~ It feels good. It feels so good~"

"You're moving a lot slower now."

"That's…ah~….So….Sorry. I'm doing my best to move more~"

Rose starts moving her hips faster and an indecent sound filled the room.

"Keep going like that and rub your chest with your hands."

"Ha~…ahn~ L-Like this?"

While still moving her hips, Rose began ma.s.saging her chest.

A completely pure girl has transformed into someone so indecent. I can feel my son grow at the sight.

"Hya~n! It feels good, but it felt better when Yuzuki onii-san was touching me! This isn't good enough! I want you to touch me!"

"I can make you feel good even without any hands!"

"No way~"

……If that went any further she probably would have repaired my limbs…..If that were to happen, I'd just be tied up in the room again. My best option is to tire her out to the point where she can't move.

"I'm almost there, Rose. This time I want you to ask for it."

"Hyan~! Ask…for it? Ah…ahn~"

"A little while ago, you said that I was making you feel good, right? So, I want you to beg me for it."

"U…Umm, hya~! Yuzuki onii-san's…..sperm…..can I have it?"

"You have to beg me for it properly."

After I ordered this, Rose continued moving her hips while showing a desperate expression on her face.

And —

"P-Please, finish inside me. I want Yuzuki onii-san's s.e.m.e.n inside of me! Please, release it nha~!….Ah..aahh……Hyyaaaaa~!"

I couldn't hold back after seeing such an erotic scene. I released everything deep inside of Rose. It seemed that Rose was also at her limits. I could feel her tighten around me.

It's almost as if she's trying to get every drop of s.e.m.e.n out of me. This pleasure is too much; my waist started convulsing.

Ha…..haaa….

As expected, I've reached my limit.

And it must be the same for Rose. She collapsed forward onto me and started using me as a body pillow.

……How do I say this? That was amazing……and it was only Rose's first time. Even better, I was able to unlock pleasure resistance. I did it; I've become resistant to pleasure!

More importantly, there's still…..around four hours left in the cooldown period.

"……There's something I wanted to ask you."

I asked this to Rose as she continued using me as a pillow. She turned her face to me and wiped her sweaty hair out of her face.

"What do you want to know? I'll be taking care of you from now on. Changing your clothes, feeding you, and whatever else you may need. You can leave it all to me, okay?"

….*Gulp*

To be honest, I've been going along with the desires of Yanderes far too much, but if I go along with her here, there's no going back.

Therefore, if I cross the line here…..No, I need to show some self-control. If I give in to Rose here, I'll be confined to this room for the rest of my life.

"The thing I wanted to ask was…..How did you cut off my hands and legs?"

There's no pain at all. Well, this is the first time I've ever lost a limb, but I'd expect there to be some pain.

"Ah, I just used magic to cut off your limbs. I used magic while you were asleep and then quickly healed you with magic as well."

"….I see. You know magic of that level…..If you knew magic, why didn't you use it when you were attacked?"

"Ah…..right. I only learned how to use that magic a little while ago."

"….a little while ago?"

"I took advantage of the time when you were asleep to use my demon eye on you. I expected this, but Yuzuki onii-san has an incredibly high overall ability score."

"Overall ability score? You're talking about my status? It certainly is high, but…."

I was told 5,000 is an average score. An adventurer would be somewhere around 10,000, but due to my t.i.tles, or maybe other factors, my score is over 100,000.

But it doesn't seem that difficult to earn SP by doing various things and then levelling up your skills.

That means….huh? Rose gained SP by drugging me with sleeping pills, playing with my heart and body, and then cutting off my hands and legs…..?

Doesn't that mean that this Yandere cheat girl is going to be pretty strong…..

Umm….How can I check the ability of other people…..I did learn that appraisal skill. I'll have to try to use that on her.

[Overall Ability Score]: 26,800

That's the only thing I can see….Is that because the appraisal skill is rank F?

I don't know much about her skills, but…This is enough for me to be able to tell that she is not an ordinary girl.

When the cooldown ends, I need to escape from here as soon as possible.

"Fufu~, what's wrong, Yuzuki onii-san? Have you finally fallen for me?"

"No, I definitely haven't."

If she improves anymore she'll be scary. My ability score is strangely high due to my t.i.tles. I'm really not as powerful as my ability score would suggest.

When it comes to Rose, her ability score could be due to her knowing strong types of magic. If she grows any more, on top of the fact that I have the 'Feminist' skill, I won't be able to do anything against her.

As I thought about that —

"Then, let me teach you how to give a b.l.o.w.j.o.b."

I said this.

…..I swear this is part of my plan.

I'm worried that Rose will get even stronger, but I need to escape now.

To do that, I need to completely exhaust her.

— Two hours pa.s.sed.

"Ha~a…..amazing. I'm starting to love Yuzuki onii-san more and more. It's fine if I sleep with you tonight, right?"

Rose tossed her sweat-soaked gothic dress to the floor and laid down on the bed while using me as a pillow. This is bad. If she insists on sleeping here, I won't be able to do anything when the cooldown for 'Immortality' ends.

There's no chance she would sleep through my entire revival process — To avoid this, I said this to Rose,

"I'm not satisfied yet. Now, we go into overtime."

"Fueeeehh!? U-Umm…..That's……You want to keep going?"

"I want more. I can't move, so Rose will you do your best? Will you do everything I ask you?"

…I'm amazing myself by saying such terrible things, but…..I'm still excited about the idea of doing anything I want to Rose. The purpose of this is to completely tire her out, but I'm not going to lie and say I won't enjoy it.

As expected, Rose's face turned red but she nodded.

"If that's what Yuzuki onii-san wants….I…..I'll do my best."

— One more hour pa.s.sed. My pleasure resistance ranked up to E.

Rose rolled over onto the bed; she's clearly past her limits at this point.

"Haa~…..haa~. I can't even think straight anymore."

"What are you talking about? We're not done yet."

"Eh, eh? U-Umm…..I….don’t think I can move my body."

"Rose, you said you'd do anything I ask of you."

"Hauu~. I wish I had never said that, onii-san."

After saying that…..another hour had pa.s.sed.

Rose was long past her limits and had now pa.s.sed out on the bed.

The cooldown period ended over an hour ago and there's a good chance that Rose's overall ability score has gone up, but……In order for me to escape, this much was necessary.

So, in addition to having s.e.x for the first time, I've been held captive by a crazed girl that is in love with me. I'm off to a good start.

…..Well, despite the absurd situation, it felt really good.

Anyway, the cooldown period for 'Immortality' has ended.

If I die now, I can revive with a completely healed body….Rose is asleep next to me though. She should enter REM sleep in about thirty minutes.

I tried to hold my breath as thirty minutes pa.s.sed.

By the way, Rose seemed worried that I may be able to use magic, so she put a gag in my mouth before falling asleep.

However, that doesn't matter to me — I have the ‘No Chant’ skill. I begin to picture Fire Bolt in my mind. The magic circle began to form around me.

The light from the magic circle is bright. Rose is still asleep, so, for now, there are no problems, but if this lasts for too long I think she might notice.

— Can I increase the rank of no chant?

I'm a little worried, but the magic circle begins to fade rather quickly. For now, I don't need to worry about increasing its rank. I immediately shot the Fire Bolt towards me.

I tried my best to suppress the power and — blew my neck away.

And, once again, my log window confirmed my death — Back to the monochrome world.

Rather, because I lowered the power of Fire Bolt, I didn't die instantly. The pain was unbearable and lasted for some time.

But, eventually, I died a painful death…..Well, that's not quite right. Was there any pain when I actually died?

Anyway, I confirmed that Rose was still asleep and immediately chose to revive now. Shortly after, the chibi Medea-nee once again appeared with her white lace showing under her miniskirt.

"Yuzuki-kun, I was enjoying the show this evening."

Shut up!

……Wait, Medea-nee has been watching me this entire time? I'm not into this kind of shame play.

"Oh, are you looking for a new type of pleasure?"

Absolutely not. It's rather annoying having everything I think be transmitted to you.

"Then, if you'd like to tell me about only certain things, you can just think about exactly what you want to tell me. Only the stuff you want me to know should be transmitted to me."

I tried to create an image in my mind of everything that I wanted to tell her, but I didn't feel like it was being transmitted properly. Test….Test….Test.

I think about it while trying to transmit my thoughts to Medea-nee, but it doesn't seem to reach her. Maybe if I try it like this….

"Umm……like this?"

"Yes. This way, I'll only be able to hear what you want me to. Still, being instantly confined by a Yandere is just like Yuzuki-kun."

"……You say that like it wasn't part of your plan."

I say this back to her, but Medea-nee just looked confused.

"……I haven't planned anything."

"Eh…….?"

"The only thing I've done is create the world. It was just pure coincidence that Yuzuki-kun met with that young girl so soon."

"Seriously…."

I was overcome with despair for a moment.

"Umm, we don't have much time to talk, so I'll be reviving you now. Please, do your best. I'm always watching…."

Medea-nee thrust her hands out in front of her and a magic circle began to form around her……Shortly after, my consciousness was returned to my newly healed body.

……Fuu…..It's wonderful to have my limbs again.

I sat up and slowly moved off the bed. I removed the gag from my mouth and confirmed that Rose was still fast asleep.

As expected, she seems completely exhausted.

"…..Rose, I'm sorry."

Either because of my fear resistance or the fact that I now know that limbs can be regenerated, having Rose cut off all of my limbs wasn't that traumatic of an experience for me and I don't hate her.

On the contrary, I would be lying if I said I didn't have feelings for her. So, I do feel a little guilty just leaving her like this…..

I hate Yanderes.

They don't care about other people's beliefs or circ.u.mstances. They killed both me and my father for their own selfish reasons.

I'm not saying Rose is exactly the same, but…..I can't forgive her for forcing me to stay in this room. So, I'll leave — I gently stroked Rose's cheek before walking to the door.

This time, I made sure to activate the 'Perception' skill that I had previously forgotten about. I made my escape using this skill to ensure that there were no guards patrolling between me and the exit.

After escaping from Rose, my life can truly begin in this world. My goal is still to live a normal life with ordinary girls.