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"Smile!" said Charley slowly, and in a strange dreamy way; "it must be then the reflection of the heart that laughs within me for joy at those last words of yours. Mrs Brandon," he exclaimed, firing up, "but for the proud knowledge that your accusations are all false, the bitter las.h.i.+ng you have given me would have been maddening. But you wrong me cruelly; I deserve nothing of what you say, unless," he said proudly, "it is wrong to purely love with my whole heart that sweet gentle girl.
Mrs Brandon, you are a woman--you must once have loved," he cried almost imploringly. "What have I done that I should be treated so? Why should she meet me always with this plea of difference of worldly position? You see I am not angry--you have made my heart warm towards you for the interest you take in her. It may be strange for me to speak thus to you, a stranger, but you broke down the barrier, and even if it be simple, I tell you that I am proud to say that I love her dearly-- that I can know no rest till she is mine. Indeed, you wrong me!" he cried, catching her hand in his. "Intercede for me. This indignation is uncalled for. Yes; look at me--I do not flinch. Indeed my words are honest!"
Mrs Brandon gazed at him searchingly, but he did not shrink.
"I am no judge of human hearts," said Charley earnestly, as he continued pleading; "but my own tells me that one so easily moved to indignation in a righteous cause must be gentle and generous. You have shown me how you love her, and that, in spite of your cruel words, draws me to you.
Think of my pain--think of what I suffer; for indeed," he said simply, "I do suffer cruelly! But you will let me see her--you will let me plead my own cause once more, as I try to remove the impression she has that a union would blight my prospects. It is madness! But you will let me see her?"
For the last five minutes Mrs Brandon had been utterly taken aback.
Prejudging Charley from her own experience, she had emptied upon his defenceless head the vials of her wrath, while ever since the first burst of indignation had been expended, the thought had been forcing itself upon her that she had judged rashly--that she was mistaken. No frivolous pleasure-seeking villain could have spoken in that way--none but the most consummate hypocrite could have uttered those simple sentiments in so masterly a fas.h.i.+on. And surely, her heart said, this could be no hypocrite--no deceiver! If he were, she was one of the deceived; for his upright manly bearing, his gentle appealing way, the true honest look in his eyes, could only have been emanations from a pure heart; and at last, overcome by her emotion, Mrs Brandon sank back in her seat, as, still grasping her hand tightly, Charley stood over her.
"Have I, then, wronged you?" she faltered.
"As heaven is my judge, you have!" cried Charley earnestly. "I never loved but one woman before."
"And who was that?" said Mrs Brandon anxiously.
"My dead mother; and her I love still!" said Charley earnestly.
"Mr Vining," said Mrs Brandon, "I beg your pardon!"
"What for?" cried Charley; "for showing me that Miss Bedford has found a true friend? Heaven bless you!" he said; and he raised her hand to his lips before turning away and walking to the window.
At the end of a minute he was back at her side.
"Mrs Brandon," he said, "will you also be my friend? Will you act as counsel and judge for us both? I will leave my fate in your hands.
Think quietly over it all, talk to Ella, and see what is right. You will not judge me wrongly again," he said, smiling.
"I cannot think calmly now," she said; "I am agitated and taken aback.
I thought to castigate a libertine, and I have been, I fear, lacerating the heart of a true gentleman! Go now, I beg of you!"
"But you will let me see her once--but for a minute?" pleaded Charley.
"No!" said Mrs Brandon firmly. "It is her wish, _and mine_, that you should not see her now."
"Now!" said Charley, catching at the word. "Then I may call again-- to-morrow--the next day?"
"No!" said Mrs Brandon thoughtfully; "no! be content. I am but a weak woman, and I have shown myself to be no judge of human character. I must have proof and the words of others; when, if you come scatheless from the ordeal, I will be your friend."
"You will!" cried Charley joyfully, as he caught her hands in his; and then what more he would have said was choked by his emotion. "When may I come again?" he said at last.
"To see _me_?" queried Mrs Brandon smilingly.
"Yes," replied Charley, with a sigh.
"This day week," said Mrs Brandon. And five minutes after Charley's mare was galloping at such a rate that her rider did not see the grinning face of Max Bray peering at him from over a hedge. In fact, Charley saw nothing but his own thoughts till he reached the Court, where he encountered his father on the steps.
"Where have you been?" said the old gentleman sternly, but with a shade of sadness in his voice.
"To Copse Hall, Laneton," replied Charley boldly.
"Is that where Miss Bedford now resides?" said the old gentleman, watching the play of his son's features.
"Father," said Charley, "I never deceived you yet."
"No, Charley," said Sir Philip with trembling voice. "Is it there?"
"Yes!" replied the young man; and he turned away.
Volume 2, Chapter IX.
MRS BRANDON'S RECEPTIONS: SECOND VISITOR.
Mrs Brandon returned to the drawing-room after Charley Vining's departure, to find Ella as she had left her, standing cold and motionless, supporting herself by one hand upon the chair-back, but ready to confront Mrs Brandon as she entered the room.
"Has he gone?" whispered Ella, with a strange catching of the breath.
"Yes," said Mrs Brandon, who watched her keenly; and then, as a half-suppressed sob forced itself from the wounded breast, Ella turned and began to walk slowly from the room.
"My child!" whispered Mrs Brandon, hurrying to her side, and once more pa.s.sing a protecting arm around her.
Ella turned her sad gentle face towards Mrs Brandon with a smile.
"Let me go to my own room now," she said. "You are very good. I am very sorry; but I could not help all this."
Mrs Brandon kissed her tenderly, and watched her as she pa.s.sed through the door, returning herself to sit thoughtfully gazing at the floor, till, taking pen, ink, and paper, she wrote three hurried notes, and addressed them to various friends residing in the neighbourhood of Blandfield Court. One will serve as an example of the character of the others. It was addressed to an old intimate and schoolfellow--Mrs Lingon; and ran as follows:
"My dear Mrs Lingon,--Will you kindly, and in strict confidence, give me _your_ opinion respecting the character and pursuits of a neighbour--Mr Charles Vining. I have a particular reason for wis.h.i.+ng to know. With kind love, I am yours sincerely, Emily Brandon."
The answers came by the mid-day post on the second afternoon, when, Ella being pale and unwell, one of the upper servants had been sent with the children for their afternoon walk.
Mrs Brandon was evidently expecting news; for, after sitting talking to Ella in a quiet affectionate way for some time, she rang the bell, and the hard footman appeared.
"Has not Thomas returned from Laneton with the letter-bag?"
"Just coming up the lane as you rang, ma'am," said the man, who then hurried out, to return with several letters, three of which Mrs Brandon read with the greatest interest and a slight flush of colour in her cheeks, when, with a gratified sigh, she placed them in a desk, and closing her eyes, leaned back quiet and thoughtful, till her musing was interrupted by the reappearance of the footman, with salver and card.
"Gentleman wishes to see Miss Bedford," said the man, handing the card.
"Not the same gentleman?" exclaimed Mrs Brandon excitedly, and as if annoyed at what she looked upon as a breach of faith.
"No, 'm; 'nother gentleman--a little one," said the hard footman.
"That will do," said Mrs Brandon quietly; and the man left the room, as, with the colour mounting to her cheeks, Ella handed the card just taken.
"Mr Maximilian Bray," said Mrs Brandon, glancing at the delicate slip of pasteboard, enamelled and scented. "That is _the_ Mr Bray you named?"
Ella bowed her head, and then, as if transformed into another, she said hastily,