Fifty Shades Darker Part 62

Dr. Flynn's eyebrows shoot up in surprise. "That's a very negative thing to say about yourself, Ana. And frankly it says more about you than it does about Christian. It's not quite up there with his self-loathing, but I'm surprised by it."

"Well, look at him ... and then look at me."

Dr. Flynn frowns. "I have. I see an attractive young man, and I see an attractive young woman. Ana, why don't you think of yourself as attractive?"

Oh no ... I don't want this to be about me. I stare down at my fngers. There's a sharp knock on the door that makes me jump. Christian comes back into the room, glaring at both of us. I fush and glance quickly at Flynn, who is smiling benignly at Christian.

"Welcome back, Christian," he says.

"I think time is up, John."

"Nearly, Christian. Join us."

Christian sits down, beside me this time, and places his hand possessively on my knee.

His action does not go unnoticed by Dr. Flynn.

"Did you have any other questions, Ana?" Dr. Flynn asks and his concern is obvious.

s.h.i.+t ... I should not have asked that question. I shake my head.

"Christian?"

"Not today, John."

Flynn nods.

"It may be benefcial if you both come again. I'm sure Ana will have more questions."

Christian nods, reluctantly.

I fush. s.h.i.+t ... he wants to delve. Christian clasps my hand and regards me intently.

"Okay?" he asks softly.

I smile at him, nodding. Yes, we're going for the beneft of the doubt, courtesy of the good doctor from England.

Christian squeezes my hand and turns to Flynn.

"How is she?" he asks softly.

Me?

"She'll get there," he says rea.s.suringly."Good. Keep me updated of her progress."

"I will."

Holy f.u.c.k. They're talking about Leila.

"Shall we go and celebrate your promotion?" Christian asks me pointedly.

I nod shyly as Christian stands.

We say our quick good-byes to Dr. Flynn, and Christian ushers me out with unseemly haste.

In the street, he turns to me. "How was that?" his voice is anxious.

"It was good."

He regards me suspiciously. I c.o.c.k my head to one side.

"Mr. Grey, please don't look at me that way. Under doctor's orders I am going to give you the beneft of the doubt."

"What does that mean?"

"You'll see."

His mouth twists and his eyes narrow. "Get in the car," he orders while opening the pa.s.senger door of the Saab.

Oh, change of direction. My Blackberry buzzes. I haul it out of my purse.

s.h.i.+t, Jose!

"Hi!"

"Ana, hi ..."

I stare at Fifty, who is eyeing me suspiciously. "Jose," I mouth at him. He stares impas- sively at me, but his eyes harden. Does he think I don't notice? I turn my attention back to Jose.

"Sorry I haven't called you. Is it about tomorrow?" I ask Jose, but stare up at Christian.

"Yeah, listen-I spoke with some guy at Grey's place, so I know where I'm delivering the photos, and I should get there between fve and six ... after that, I'm free."

Oh.

"Well, I'm actually staying with Christian at the moment, and if you want to, he says you can stay at his place."

Christian presses his mouth in a hard line. Hmm-some host he is.

Jose is silent for a moment, absorbing this news. I cringe. I haven't had a chance to talk to him about Christian.

"Okay," he says eventually. "This thing with Grey, it's serious?"

I turn away from the car and pace to the other side of the sidewalk.

"Yes."

"How serious?"

I roll my eyes and pause. Why does Christian have to be listening?

"Serious."

"Is he with you now? That why you're speaking in monosyllables?"

"Yes."

"Okay. So are you allowed out tomorrow?""Of course I am." I hope. I automatically cross my fngers.

"So where shall I meet you?"

"You could collect me from work," I offer.

"Okay."

"I'll text you the address."

"What time?"

"Say six?"

"Sure. I'll see you then, Ana. Looking forward to it. I miss you."

I grin. "Cool. I'll see you then." I switch the phone off and turn.

Christian is leaning against the car watching me carefully, his expression impossible to read.

"How's your friend?" he asks coolly.

"He's well. He'll pick me up from work, and I think we'll go for a drink. Would you like to join us?"

Christian hesitates, his gray eyes cool. "You don't think he'll try anything?"

"No!" My tone is exasperated-but I refrain from rolling my eyes.

"Okay," Christian holds his hands up in defeat. "You hang out with your friend, and I'll see you later in the evening."

I was expecting a fght, and his easy acquiescence throws me off balance.

"See? I can be reasonable." He smirks.

My mouth twists. We'll see about that.

"Can I drive?"

Christian blinks at me, surprised by my request.

"I'd rather you didn't."

"Why, exactly?"

"Because I don't like to be driven."

"You managed this morning, and you seem to tolerate Taylor driving you."

"I trust Taylor's driving implicitly."

"And not mine?" I put my hands on my hips. "Honestly-your control freakery knows no bounds. I've been driving since I was ffteen."

He shrugs in response, as if this is of no consequence whatsoever. Oh-he's so exas- perating! Beneft of the doubt? Well, screw that.

"Is this my car?" I demand.

He frowns at me. "Of course it's your car."

"Then give me the keys, please. I've driven it twice, and only to and from work. Now you're having all the fun." I am in full-on pout mode. Christian's lips twitch with a re- pressed smile.

"But you don't know where we're going."

"I'm sure you can enlighten me, Mr. Grey. You've done a great job of it so far."

He gazes at me stunned then smiles, his new shy smile that totally disarms me and takes my breath away.

"Great job, eh?" he murmurs.

I blush. "Mostly, yes.""Well, in that case." He hands me the keys, walks round to the driver's door, and opens it for me.

"Left here," Christian orders, and we head north toward the I-5. "h.e.l.l-gently, Ana." He grabs hold of the dashboard.

Oh, for heaven's sake. I roll my eyes, but don't turn to look at him. Van Morrison croons in the background over the car sound system.

"Slow down!"

"I am slowing down!"

Christian sighs. "What did Flynn say?" I hear his anxiety leaching into his voice.

"I told you. He says I should give you the beneft of the doubt." d.a.m.n-maybe I should have let Christian drive. Then I could watch him. In fact ... I signal to pull over.

"What are you doing?" he snaps, alarmed.

"Letting you drive."

"Why?"

"So I can look at you."

He laughs. "No, no-you wanted to drive. So, you drive, and I'll look at you."