Every Man for Himself Part 2

"'N neither I did."

The skipper of the _Good Samaritan_ yawned. "Isn't they nothin' about fish in this here yarn?" he asked.

"Nor tradin'," snapped Tumm.

"Nothin' about love?"

"Botch never _knowed_ about love."

"If you'll 'scuse me," said the skipper, "I'll turn in. I got enough."

But the clammy, red-eyed lad from the Cove o' First Cousins. .h.i.tched closer to the table, and put his chin in his hands. He was now in a shower of yellow light from the forecastle lamp. His nostrils were working; his eyes were wide and restless and hot. He had bitten at a chapped underlip until the blood came.

"About that _will be_" he whispered, timidly. "Did Botch never say-_where_?"

"You better turn in," Tumm answered.

"But I wants t' know!"

Tumm averted his face. "Ill," he commanded, quietly, "you better turn in."

The boy was obedient.

"In March, 'long about two year after," Tumm resumed, "I s.h.i.+pped for the ice aboard the _Neptune_. We got a scattered swile [seal] off the Horse Islands; but ol' Cap'n Lane 'lowed the killin' was so mean that he'd move t' sea an' come up with the ice on the outside, for the wind had been in the nor'west for a likely spell. We cotched the body o' ice t'

the nor'east o' the Funks; an' the swiles was sure there-hoods an' harps an' whitecoats an' all. They was three St. John's steamers there, an'

they'd been killin' for a day an' a half; so the ol' man turned our crew loose on the ice without waitin' t' wink, though 'twas afternoon, with a wicked gray look t' the sky in the west, which was where the wind was jumpin' from. An' we had a red time-ay, now, believe me: a soppy red time of it among the swiles that day! They was men from Green Bay, an'

Bonavist', an' the Exploits, an' the South Coast, an' a swarm o' Irish from St. John's; they was so many men on the pack, ecod! that you couldn't call their names. An' we killed an' sculped till dusk. An' then the weather broke with snow; an' afore we knowed it we was lost from the s.h.i.+ps in the cloud an' wind-three hundred men, ecod! smothered an'

blinded by snow: howlin' for salvation like souls in a frozen h.e.l.l.

"'Tumm,' thinks I, 'you better get aboard o' something the sea won't break over. This pack,' thinks I, 'will certain go abroad when the big wind gets at it."

"So I got aboard a bit of a berg; an' when I found the lee side I sot down in the dark an' thunk hard about different things-suns.h.i.+ne an'

supper an' the like o' that; for they wasn't no use thinkin' about what was goin' for'ard on the pack near by. An' there, on the side o' the little berg, sits I till mornin'; an' in the mornin', out o' the blizzard t' win'ward, along comes Abraham Botch o' Jug Cove, marooned on a flat pan o' ice. 'Twas comin' down the wind-clippin' it toward my overgrown lump of a craft like a racin' yacht. When I sighted Botch, roundin' a point o' the berg, I 'lowed I'd have no more'n twenty minutes t' yarn with un afore he was out o' hail an' sight in the snow t'

leeward. He was squatted on his haunches, with his chin on his knees, white with thin ice, an' fringed an' decked with icicles; an' it 'peared t' me, from the way he was took up with the nothin' about un, that he was still thinkin'. The pack was gone abroad, then-scattered t' the four winds: they wasn't another pan t' be seed on the black water. An' the sea was runnin' high-a fussy wind-lop over a swell that broke in big whitecaps, which went swis.h.i.+n' away with the wind. A scattered sea broke over Botch's pan; 'twould fall aboard, an' break, an' curl past un, risin' to his waist. But the poor devil didn't seem t' take much notice.

He'd shake the water off, an' cough it out of his throat; an' then he'd go on takin' observations in the nothin' dead ahead.

"'Ahoy, Botch!' sings I.

"He knowed me t' oncet. 'Tumm!' he sings out. 'Well, well! That _you_?'

"'The same,' says I. 'You got a bad berth there, Botch. I wish you was aboard the berg with me.'

"'Oh,' says he, 'the pan'll _do_. I gets a bit choked with spray when I opens my mouth; but they isn't no good reason why I shouldn't keep it shut. A man ought t' breathe through his nose, anyhow. That's what it's _for_.'

"'Twas a bad day-a late dawn in a h.e.l.lish temper. They wasn't much of it t' see-just a s.p.a.ce o' troubled water, an' the big unfeelin'' cloud.

An', G.o.d! how cold it was! The wind was thick with dry snow, an' it come whirlin'' out o' the west as if it wanted t' do damage, an' meant t'

have its way. 'Twould grab the crests o' the seas an' fling un off like handfuls o' white dust. An' in the midst o' this was poor Botch o' Jug Cove!

"'This wind,' says I, 'will work up a wonderful big sea, Botch. You'll be swep' off afore nightfall.'

"'No,' says he; 'for by good luck, Tumm, I'm froze tight t' the pan.'

"'But the seas'll drown you.'

"'I don't know,' says he. 'I keeps breakin' the ice 'round my neck,'

says he, 'an' if I can on'y keep my neck clear an' limber I'll be able t' duck most o' the big seas.'

"It wasn't nice t' see the gentle wretch squattin' there on his haunches. It made me feel bad. I wisht he was home t' Jug Cove thinkin'

of his soul.

"'Botch,' says I, 'I _wisht_ you was somewheres else!'

"'Now, don't you trouble about that, Tumm,' says he. 'Please don't! The ice is all on the outside. I'm perf.e.c.kly comfortable inside.'

"He took it all so gracious that somehow or other I begun t' forget that he was froze t' the pan an' bound out t' sea. He was 'longside, now; an'

I seed un smile. So I sort o' got his feelin'; an' I didn't fret for un no more.

"'An', Tumm,' says he, 'I've had a wonderful grand night. I'll never forget it so long as I lives.'

"'A what?' says I. 'Wasn't you cold?'

"'I-I-I don't know,' says he, puzzled. 'I was too busy t' notice much.'

"'Isn't you hungry?'

"'Why, Tumm,' says he, in s'prise, 'I believes I is, now that you mentions it. I believes I'd _like_ a biscuit.'

"'I wisht I had one t' shy,' says I.

"'Don't you be troubled,' says he. 'My arms is stuck. I couldn't cotch it, anyhow.'

"'Anyhow,' says I, 'I wisht I had one.'

"'A grand night!' says he. 'For I got a idea, Tumm. They wasn't nothin'

t' disturb me all night long. I been all alone-an' I been quiet. An' I got a idea. I've gone an' found out, Tumm,' says he, 'a law o' life!

Look you! Tumm,' says he, 'what you aboard that berg for? 'Tis because you had sense enough t' get there. An' why isn't I aboard that berg?

'Tis because I didn't have none o' the on'y kind o' sense that was needed in the mess last night. You'll be picked up by the fleet,' says he, 'when the weather clears; an' I'm bound out t' sea on a speck o'

flat ice. This coast ain't kind,' says he. 'No coast is kind. Men lives because they're able for it; not because they're coaxed to. An' the on'y kind o' men this coast lets live an' breed is the kind she wants. The kind o' men this coast puts up with ain't weak, an' they ain't timid, an' they don't think. Them kind dies-just the way I 'low _I_ got t' die.

They don't live, Tumm, an' they don't breed.'

"'What about you?' says I.

"'About me?' says he.

"'Ay-that day on the Pillar o' Cloud.'

"'Oh!' says he. 'You mean about _she_. Well, it didn't come t' nothin', Tumm. The women folk wasn't able t' find me, an' they didn't know which I wanted sove, the mother or the child; so, somehow or other, both went an' died afore I got there. But that isn't got nothin' t' do with _this_.'

"He was drifted a few fathoms past. Just then a big sea fell atop of un.