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"I _hate_ this part of the business!" he cried, with still another oath.
"Oh, do you care?" she reiterated, as her arms crept about him valiantly, yet a little timidly.
He surrendered, against his will, to the gentle artillery of her tears.
They startled and unmanned him for a little, they came so unexpectedly, for as he crushed her in his sudden responding embrace, the impulse, at that time and in that place, seemed the incongruous outcropping of some deeply submerged stratum of feeling.
"If you _do_ care, Jim, why do you never tell me so?" she demanded of him, in gentle reproof. He then noticed, for the first time, the hungry and unsatisfied look that brooded over her face. He confessed to himself unhappily that something about him was altered.
"This cursed business knocks that sort of thing out of you," he expiated, discomforted at the thought that a feeling so long disregarded could grip him so keenly. And all the while he was torn by the misery of two contending impressions; one, the dim, subliminal foreboding that she was ordained for worthier and cleaner hands than his, the other, that this upheaval of the emotions still had the power to shake and bewilder and leave him so wordlessly unhappy. It was the ever-recurring incongruity, the repeated syncretism, which made him vaguely afraid of himself and of the future. Then, as he looked down into her face once more, and studied the shadowy violet eyes, and the low brow, and the short-lipped mobile mouth so laden with impulse, and the soft line of the chin and throat so eloquent of weakness and yielding, a second and stronger wave of feeling surged through him.
"I love you, Frank; I tell you I do love you!" he cried, with a voice that did not seem his own. And as she lay back in his arms, weak and surrendering, with the heavy lashes closed over the shadowy eyes, he stooped and kissed her on her red, melancholy mouth.
Yet as he did so the act seemed to take on the touch of something solemn and valedictory, though he fought back the impression with his still reiterated cry of "I love you!"
"Then why are you unkind to me?" she asked, more calmly now.
"Oh, can't you see I want you--all of you?" he cried.
"Then why do you leave me where so much must be given to other things, to hateful things?" she asked, with her mild and melancholy eyes still on his face.
"G.o.d knows, I've wanted you out of it, often enough!" he avowed, desolately. And she made no effort to alleviate his suffering.
"Then why not take me out of it, and keep me out of it?" she demanded, with a cold directness that brought him wheeling about on her.
He suddenly caught her by the shoulders, and held her away from him, at arms' length. She thought, at first, that it was a gesture of repudiation; but she soon saw her mistake. "I swear to G.o.d," he was saying to her, with a grim tremor of determination in his voice as he spoke, "I swear to G.o.d, once we are out of this affair, _it will be the last_!"
"It will be the last!" repeated the woman, broodingly, but her words were not so much a declaration as a prayer.
CHAPTER XVII
THE TANGLED SKEIN
It was the _Slavonia's_ last night at sea. In another twelve hours the pilot would be aboard, Quarantine would be pa.s.sed, the engines would be slowed down, and the great steamer would be lying at her berth in the North River, discharging her little world of life into the scattered corners of a waiting continent. Already, on the green baize bulletin-board in the companionway the purser had posted the customary notice to the effect that the steamer's operator was now in connection with New York City, and that wireless messages might be received for all points in Europe and America.
There was a chill in the air, and to Frances Durkin, sitting beside Keenan on the promenade deck, there seemed something restless and phantasmal and ghostlike in the thin, North Atlantic sunlight, after the mellow and opulent gold of the Mediterranean calms. It seemed to her to be a presage of the restless movement and tumult which she felt to be before her.
She had not been altogether amiss in her predictions of what the past fortnight would bring forth. She had erred a little, she felt, in her estimate of Keenan's character; yet she had not been mistaken in the course of action which he was to pursue.
For, from the beginning, after the constraint of their first meeting on board had pa.s.sed away, he had shown her a direct and open friendliness which now and then even gave rise to a vague and uneasy suspicion in her own mind. This friendliness had brought with it an easier exchange of confidences, then a seeming intimacy and good-fellows.h.i.+p which, at times, made it less difficult for Frank to lose herself in her role.
Keenan, one starlit night under the shadow of a lifeboat amids.h.i.+ps, had even acknowledged to her the dubiousness of the mission that had taken him abroad. Later, he had outlined to her what his life had been, telling her of his struggles when a penniless student of the City law school, of his early and unsavory criminal-court efforts, and his unhappy plunge into the mora.s.ses of Eighth-ward politics, of his campaign against the "Dave Kelly" gang, and the death of his political career which came with that opposition, of his swinging round to the tides of the times and taking up with bucket-shop work, of his "shark"
lawyer practices and his police-court legal trickeries, of his gradual identification with the poolroom interests and his first gleaning of gambling-house lore, of his drifting deeper and deeper into this life of unearned increment, of his fight with the Bar a.s.sociation, which was taken and lost before the Judiciary Committee of Congress, and of his final offer of retainer from Penfield, and private and expert services after the second raid on that gambler's Saratoga house. Frank could understand why he said little of the purpose that took him to Europe.
Although she waited anxiously for any word he might let fall on that subject, she respected his natural reticence in the matter. He was a criminal, low and debased enough, it was true; but he was a criminal of such apparent largeness of mind and such openness of spirit that his very life of crime, to the listening woman, seemed to take on the dignity of a Nietzsche-like abrogation of all civic and social ties.
Yet, in all his talk, he was open and frank enough in his confession of att.i.tude. He had seen too much of criminal life to have many illusions or to make many mistakes about it. He openly admitted that the end of all careers of crime was disaster--if not open and objective, at least hidden and subjective. He had no love for it all. But when once, through accident or necessity, in the game, he protested, there was but one line of procedure, and that was to bring to illicit activity that continuous intelligence which marked the conduct of those who stood ready to combat it. Society, he declared, owed its safety to the fact that the criminal cla.s.s, as a rule, was made up of its least intelligent members. When criminality went allied with a shrewd mind and a sound judgment--and a smile curled about Keenan's melancholy Celtic mouth as he spoke--it became transplanted, practically, to the sphere and calling of high finance.
But if the defier of the Establish Rule preferred the simpler order of things, he continued, his one hope lay in the power of making use of his fellow-criminals, by applying to the unorganized smaller fry of his profession some particular far-seeing policy and some deliberate purpose, and through doing so standing remote and immune, as all centres of generals.h.i.+p should stand.
This, he went on to explain, was precisely what Penfield had done, with his art palaces and his European jaunts and his doling out of political patronage and his prolonged defiance of all the police powers of a great and active city. He had organized and executed with Napoleonic comprehensiveness; he had fattened on the daily tribute of less imaginative subordinates in sin. And now he was fortified behind his own gold. He was being hara.s.sed and hounded for the moment--but the emotional wave of reform that was calling for his downfall would break and pa.s.s, and leave him as secure as ever.
"Now, my belief is," Keenan told the listening woman, "that if you find you cannot possibly be the Napoleon of the campaign, it is well worth while to be the Ney. I mean that it has paid me to attach myself to a man who is bigger than I am, instead of going through all the dangers and meannesses and hards.h.i.+ps of a petty independent operator. It pays me in two ways. I get the money, and I get the security."
"Then you believe this man Penfield will never be punished?"
He thought over the question for a moment or two.
"No, I don't think he ever will. He stands for something that is as active and enduring in our American life as are the powers arrayed against him. You see, the district-attorney's office represents the centripetal force of society. Penfield stands for the centrifugal force. They fight and battle against one another, and first one seems to gain, and then the other, and all the while the fight between the two, the struggle between the legal and the illegal, makes up the balance of everyday life."
"You mean that we're all gamblers, at heart?"
"I mean that every Broadway must have its Bowery, that the world can only be so good--if you try to make it better, it breaks out in a new place--and the master criminal is a man who takes advantage of this nervous leakage. We call him the Occasional Offender--and he's the most dangerous man in all society. In other words, the pa.s.sion, as you say, for gambling, is implanted in all of us; the thought of some vast hazard, of some lucky stroke of fate, is in your head as often as it is in mine. You tell me you are a hard-working art collector, making a decent living by gadding about Europe picking up knick-knacks. Now, suppose I came to you with a proposal like this: Suppose I told you that without any greater personal discomfort, without any greater danger or any harder work, you might, say, join forces with me and at one play of the game haul in fifty thousand dollars from men who no more deserve this money than we do, I'll warrant that you'd think over it pretty seriously."
The woman at his side laughed a little, and then gave a significantly careless shrug of her small shoulders.
"Who wouldn't?" she said, and their eyes met questioningly, in the uncertain light.
"Women, as a rule, are timid," he said at last. "They usually prefer the slower and safer road."
"Sometimes they get tired of it. Then, too, it isn't always safe just because it's slow!"
It seemed to give him the opening for which he had been waiting. He looked at her with undisguised yet calculating admiration.
"I'll wager _you_ would never be afraid of a thing, if you once got into it, or wanted to get into it!" he cried.
She laughed again, a self-confident and rea.s.suring little laugh.
"I've been through too many things," she admitted simply, "to talk about being thin-skinned!"
"I knew as much!"
"Why do you say that?"
"I could see it from the first. You've got courage, and you're shrewd, and you know the world--and you've got what's worth all the rest put together. I mean that you're a fine-looking woman, and you've never let the fact spoil you!"
There was no mistaking the pregnancy of the glance and question which she next directed toward him.
"Then why couldn't you take me in with you?" she asked, with a quiet-toned solemnity.
She had the sensations of a skater on treacherously thin ice, as she watched the slow, cautious scrutiny of his unbetraying face. But now, for some reason, she knew neither fear nor hesitation.
"And what if we did?" he parried temporizingly.
"Well, what if we did?--men and women have worked together before this!"
Even in the dim light that surrounded them she could notice the color go out of his intent and puzzled face. From that moment, in some mysterious way, she lost the last shred of sympathy for his abject and isolated figure, and yet she was the one, she knew, who had been most unworthy.